wOrLD of WoRdS

2010-12-17T06:02:00.000-08:00

im just blogging just to update briefly wat i hv been through these 2 days...
why??
coz of the kids camp that i hv helped out in...
was tiring and wasn't pleasing....
can say it like tat bahx....
coz skit preparation wasn't gd....
coz oni me and kj(buddy) did most of the work after the whole 1st day of camp and went to her house and do!
im very tired and dead nw....
today was ok....
games was fun....
things happened....
but i just wanna let it go...
i dun wan buddy to wry so much about it....
nt worth it.....
it just a camera....
though its costly.....
but as long as u didn't hurt urself...
im ok with it....
im happy tat it didn't cut u or anything like tat....
buddy dun wry....
i will find some way to tell my aunt about the camera and also the filter lense.....
hope u will feel better....
ok...
tats all for nw....
bye

2010-12-11T04:43:00.000-08:00

alrit!!!
im bak ppl!!!
blogging...
ok!
lets talk about the ycksb investiture tat i was invited to attend....
elizabeth ah ma has finally moved on to alumni!
Ms Low! congrats...
lol...
its ur turn this year....
and hope ur life up ahead will be gd for u!
the investiture was great....
gt to hear them play the set piece and choice piece for next yr's SYF....
sounded nt too bad.....
the horns sound so much better compared to the last time i heard them...
so im glad, happy for them....
but it could be better....
ok!
nw talk about today!!
today woke up early about 9 and prepared to meet buddy(kj) at dhoby gaut coz i wanna jubeat....
so met there since boss's shop is there...
so met her there....
spent quite long picking her Christmas present today...
just at boss's shop....
but nt bad....
thx to me she had a big discount coz of my staff discount....
so yup she got cards and some soft toys....
then went to cathay cineplex to get more stuff....
then accompanied her to tampines to get her last stuff.....
and then came home....
so....
tat was my day....
thanks to buddy for the meal and snacks today...
was GREAT(when u dun even hv to spend a single cent on food :D)
hahahaha lol!!!
tml...
will be as usual...
church in the morning....
after church...
prac for carolling then go for narnia!!!
hahaha!!!
yes!
well....
im looking forward to tml.....
will stop here nw....
bye ppl!

2010-12-07T05:34:00.000-08:00

my ite nitec life has finally ended....
byebye to class FL0901k
enjoyed the times together in school.....
thx for the contribution to fun and laughter and also jiao wei...
lol
i tink these 2 years are fruitful....
i guess....
i hope tat my results can get into a poly next yr.....
i hope GOD will answer my prayers....
just like buddy says.....
GOD takes care of me :D
and i dun disagree....
so i shall and will nt doubt GOD!
well tats all for nw....
im quite tired....
coz of studying last nite....
slept quite late....
oh!
and exam was quite ok for me.....
so i hope it is enough to boost my gpa up.....
bye for nw....

2010-12-02T22:55:00.000-08:00

FKING PISSED NW!!!!!
FKING WANNA GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!!!!
FKING DUN WANNA LISTEN TO HER LOOKING DOWN ON ME!!!!!!
FKING HATE THE WAY SHE COMPARES ME WITH OTHER STUPID PPL THAT ARE WAY BETTER THAN ME!!!!!!!!!
AM I USELESS TILL U HV TO SAY IT SO UNPLEASANTLY!!!
AM I TAT BAD TILL IM NT WORTH RESPECTING!!??!!!!!!!
THATS IT MAN!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!

DUN WANNA BE HERE AND LISTEN TO UR CRAPPY OPINIONS!!!!!

2010-11-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

im bak blogging again....
today is the last day of November already....
wow....
time just pass so fast tat.....
when its here and u dun even noe it....
anyway....
my exam is next week....
im glad tat i oni hv like 1 day to get over with...
lol....
im quite into like videos tat has to do with miley cyrus...
after buddy gave me hanah montana the movie....
started to hang on it....
after watching a few days...
im already sian liao....
im glad tat it is sian to me le....
coz i dun wanna get stuck in this for too long.....
but will be continueing to listen to her songs since they are all great...
:D
haha....
anyway...
minecraft videos are nt going to be uploaded coz its a failure sadly....
nt oni the editing of the videos....
and also game world im playing itself is cui already....
damn sad...
i shall try it again after my exam...
next week....
oh...
i wanna say tat i hv a few goals after my exam next week....
my license to get...
and also videos for minecraft...
ciaos for nw...
sleepy....
coz of runny nose....
will blog again soon...
bye....

2010-11-27T02:15:00.000-08:00

today is a bored day...
woke up at 12 noon....
didn't feel like eating anything so i played minecraft....
editing the videos i recorded are nt easy....
i dunno y....
starting to feel tired...
no commentary though....
i tink today all i did was watching and editing videos.....
nth much le....
im glad tat buddy got my pokemon game le!!!
so tml i will get it!!!!
im so bored i nid games....!!!!
anybody games intro pls feel free to tell me....
i would like to hear....
lol...
ok bye for nw......
nth much to post liao....
GOD bless :D

2010-11-24T05:50:00.001-08:00

hey im bak blogging again...
bak from malaysia already...
had fun for the retreat thanks to buddy, sharmaine and buddy's cousin daniel....
and of coz other church members tat made the retreat so fun and meaningful...

DAY 1 20/11
went to church early in the morning about 9am coz tats the meeting time...
then set off to malaysia.....
passed the customs...
reached pulai springs resort...
then had free and easy time...
me, buddy and daniel went to explore the place abit and waited for the keys to let us check in to our rms...
rm was nice for me and my aunt....
then after tat went for some grocery shopping...
it was quite an experience coz many things happened....
no plastic bags for us to store our stuff....
so most of the stuff is stored in boxes....
then after tat went bak to rm and went for chinese dinner....
then had some theme talk and group discussion...
tats end of day 1....

DAY 2 21/11
woke up early for breakfast...
buffet breakfast.....
gd food for this retreat....
haha....
thankful for tat...scrambled eggs, sausages(nt pork T_T), and some others...
then went for sunday sermon...
after tat there was free time...
so me, buddy and daniel went for gym...
regretted nt doing proper stretches and some much aching....
my legs just hurt T_T...
then after tat showered, went for lunch...
buffet style too :D
got talent night discussion...
we decided to do skit and song.....
which i tink was wat i expected too...
then had some telematch..
some games for like team work...
then had pool after tat to past time....
then dinner again...
then theme talk and group discussion again...
was so tired and looked like 1 zombie....
was like a l4d scene...
lol....
of coz went bak and had some movie and slept....

DAY 3 22/11
OK... woke up early, met my clique for breakfast...
after tat theme talk group discussion...
had sweets to chew so tat wun fall asleep....
lol...
then lunch..
after lunch had rehersal for talent nite...
then had free and easy...
so i thought of playing pool...
but it wasn't opened tat early so changed of plans went for mini basketball....
was such a great workout...
haha....
fun too....
then after tat went bak to shower...
had our last pool time...
after buddy persuaded the staff there to let us play for the last time...
lol...
then had dinner.....
theme talk...
talent nite....
it was a great nite....
fun and watched great performances!!
then after tat....
went bak to my room...
buddy came and asked me to transfer photos to her thumb drive and also slacked....
had a pillow fight too...
TIRING AFTER TAT!!!
so tiring...
after tat didn't even bother to tink of anything or watch any movies i just went to slp alr.
lol...
so slept le....

DAY 4 23/11
FINAL DAY...
did last pack up and had breakfast....
then had some debrief and off we left the resort...
sad to leave....
but no choice....
then went to a shopping centre to shop...
and also hv lunch....
but tat shopping centre had almost the same shops tat we hv in sg...
so didn't bother to buy much....
except for shoes, gums also bought t-shirts with buddy...
1 each...
lol then after tat...
we are bak!!!!

i dun tink i will upload all the photos coz its like over 500++ photos....
will try to upload as much as i can...
and i will sign off nw...
bye ppl....

2010-11-22T06:50:00.000-08:00

HEY!!!
IM BAK BLOGGING!!!
LOL....
but this time is different...
im blogging in jb!!!!!
lol...
church retreat was ok.....
the fun part was great....
but the sermons was abit boring and felt like slping...
im glad tat i came....
it helps me to nt tink of it....
tonite is the last 2nd day of the retreat....
last dinner in the malaysia for this retreat....
was taking lots of photo....
when im bak i will blog about the retreat with the order of days....
wanna blog it out so tat those who knew i went for the retreat will wanna know wat i attended and wat fun i had....
lol....
i will post the pics when im bak in sg...
so bye ppl for nw...

2010-11-13T04:12:00.000-08:00

im bak blogging at my grands place today....
nt going to post photos coz of some problems...
since nobody will view this blog anyway....
so...
anyway...
recently i found some pokemon texture packs for minecraft....
looks weird when i played minecraft with it just nw...
decided to give up and wait for the next update.....
today i slacked the whole day...
didn't know wat to do....
im worried about the poster thing for the project...
and im also scared tat the roadshow we must be there to intro our product and everything.....
scared and felt lazy...
scared coz....
later on tat day dunno wat to say...
jia lat...
lazy...
coz must go down to school....
lol....
my laziness getting from bad to worse....
looking for a job besides mdh....
but im nt sure if i wanna work....
im still tinking about it....
maybe during December...
i will work at mdh more to fill up my account hole tat i overspent on....
and also buy some pro cam accessories.....
wanna start to really learn and pratice....
times i see those nice clouds in the sky i just wanna take them....
why do i wanna take the clouds??
coz when i as in secondary school, was practicing my horn at the staircase...
suddenly saw this nice cloud tat has a nice structure.....
and i took it....
and its all over my display pics....
lol....
tats the best picture i hv ever taken and also the most meaningful picture i ever taken...
in my secondary school..
nw.....
my ite life is going to be over soon....
i just wanna get a better grade and see where and what should i do.....
HEAVENLY FATHER, i pray that you will guide me through this few weeks to end my ite life in 1 piece, and also pray that, what u hv planned for me in the future will be what i hoped. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN.

2010-11-09T06:45:00.000-08:00

today can sot of say i ponten school....
but also nt....
today im quite sick....
kept sneezing and mucas oozing out from early early morning.....
felt so slpy...
wanted to go c doc...
but went to poly clinic and waited for 3 hour plus...
but still nt my turn....
the more i waited...
the more i felt uncomfortable....
so i gave up and went to my ah ma house and rest....
but slp nt after awhile wake up le...
just cant rest well....
super tired lo....
but dunno hw....
haiz...
i tink....
i will try my best to get some slp for nw...
if i feel slpy and wan to slp tat is.....
tats all for nw...
im still looking forward to making my own videos...
lol....wrong timing....
bye for nw :D

2010-11-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

today is a boring day at school....
totally boring....
there was so few of my class ppl in class....
till my cher dun wanna teach anything and ask us to do worksheet from 9-11....
pro....
2 hours of doing 5 questions.....
lol....
i just ji tao slacked all the way....
my rm air-con is cui dao....
on so long the rm is still as warm....
slept in the living rm....
its super warm even though theres fan....
took 2 baths and still warm.....
so didn't sleep so well last nite...
i tink tonite will be the same....
haiz.....
dun hv a choice....
i tink i nid to learn hw to accept this level of warm soon....
if this is gonna continue.....
lol....
if i can la....
well....
nw theres another thing i still cant go over....
talking to u again makes me hv hopes...
after so long nt talking to u....
im still hving hopes....
i dunno why is my heart nt listening to me......
i feel so worried when i hear u say u are nt confident in wat every u r doing....
nw is such an important timing.....
i hope u will boost up ur confidence and do enough preparation to get over this period of exams...
u know tat tis is important.....
must jia you k....
haiz....
i just hope i can just tell u tis in the manner like last time hw i encouraged and talked to u.....
nt say tat i did really encouraged u....
but i just hope i still hv a chance to talk to u the way i used to....
haiz.....
90% of the possibilities is a "NO"
haiz....
sadly....
i shall stop here nw.....bye ppl....

2010-11-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

im bak posting after so long le....
time just past so fast....
its already november....
going to end 2010....
and my teeth aches all the time nw...
lol
anyway....
going to hv test every week....
tat just sucks.....
tml dun tink will be going school coz of the career fair...
didn't wanna go and most of my class wun be going....except for some.....
so nt going to like solo there.....
so ya...
and im nw like stuck with alot of pokemon nw....
lol...
i know very childish...
but i just like it la.....
im also watching some new release anime....
and soon after my exams...
wanna start making my own minecraft video with new updates....
with my own commentary...
just wanna try and feel how did though who uploads these videos on youtube feel....
but for my video uploads....
i will upload it here.....
or even make another blog just to post minecraft videos....
i dunno man....
lets just see hw.....
for nw.....
just wanna get over and done with the stupid notes and revision....
i noe those who noe me....
im nt tat study kind...
but nw for me to move on studying or nt.....
for me.....
nw this time decides most of the stuff for my upcoming plans man....
be a musician maybe out for nw....
practicing on my mouthpiece alone sucked already...
and im stupidly havent told the upstairs(in charge)
tat i may nt wanna play...
coz i dun even noe hw long i can tahan man.....
lets also see hw for this....
though the concert is next month....
will help my juniors more than me practicing...
so ya...
tats it for nw.....
i will be posting some photos soon....
from my new phone.....
so till then...
bye ppl(who reads)

2010-10-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

has been awhile since i blogged....
my habbit of nt blogging is coming bak le i tink....
lol
anyway...
my minecraft world is gone.....
so so so so sad....
spent time building my structures and nw its all gone....
haiz....
cant say anything nw....
minecraft is gone coz of my ah ma house the computer sudden file check and says....
my minecraft files are invalid and corrupted of some sort....
then the com just wiped out 60-70% of my files....
and thats how my minecraft world is so cui nw....
cant say anything....
my fault for nt making my own back up....
anyway.....
school was as sian as every....
2nd week of school already....
and its also the 3rd term of year 2 i guess....
and im graduating soon :D
im glad and worried....
glad is im getting out of ite (if i can)
worried thing is if i can get to poly....
should i change course?
should i stay on with ict and move on....
or should i just work first and figure it out while i work....
frens who are closer to me do pass by...
see this post...
if hv any advice...
im willing to hear....
and maybe consider or even make the decision...
for nw im still stuck...
though my family did advice me....
but also because of my dad...
i'm in ict...
in a boring course.....
because of my family....
im also stuck....
tats y im looking forward to frens advices....
coz they are more useful and worth listening to....
if u wanna know y i say tat....
will tell u ppl soon....
if u ppl do read my blog..
i tink i will just end here....
wanna watch my series nw....
so takecare ppl....
and to my juniors and other frens who are taking O LEVELS next week.....
JIA YOU AH!!!!!
ITS THE LAST PART OF THE TRACKS THAT U HAVE TO RUN THROUGH!!!!!!
DO UR BEST!!!!
AND GD LUCK!!!!

2010-10-09T06:14:00.000-07:00

im bak blogging...
talk about ytd first....
ytd....
went to have another badminton session with jie and ting :D
haha....
dun nid to say..
its always fun playing with them :D
then after that went home....
at showered....
fiona's poly frens came...
and played some cards...
after that went for pool.....
dinner...then went home....
ok!!!!
today.....
suppose to be the day im renewing my phone line contract and get a new phone...
but....
so not the day to renew...
coz the phone offeres are nt really gd....
and dun hv the phone tat i really stick my eyes on....
i mean...
nt dun hv...
but the price tat i have to top up is so nt worth...
and buddy still wans me to get an iphone 4....
confirm nt possible buddy....
just a sony xperia...
i have to top up so much....
dun hv to imagine iphone4 already.....
haha....
so i decided to wait for the next seasons and of coz wait for more offers...
since i still hv time be4 the date my contract really end.....
shall dl the whole series of pokemon :D
hahahahahahaha!!!!
im just stuck in this childish mind set and interest..
so..
ya..
nth to post about today le la....
so will post next time..bye

2010-10-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY JENNY!!!
y advance???
coz jenny is going malaysia few days be4 she comes bak on her birthday...
so we celebrated tonite instead....
and played some jubeat after that...
bored nw....
downloading movies....
and i finally finished the 2nd half part of my report.....
im happy tat im oni doing the 2nd half of the project report....
haha....
will blog tml again after badminton with ting oni...
coz jie nid to finish her assignments and hand in by next week.....
so logging off nw....
bye

2010-10-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

some pics tat i took that i tink is nice....
if u are looking at this and dun like it...
pls leave....
thx...

2010-10-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

im bak blogging again....
dunno wat to blog though....
so i tink i will just say what happen today....
today i woke up at around noon time...
quite late though i slept quite early last nite......
anyway....
im doing the fyp (final year project) report from about 2 plus till nw.....
just cant figure out the things that i should be writing inside the report....
its a pain doing the report nw.....
i know tat i should have done the report during the 1st week of my holiday....
which is last week....
but i slacked and had fun last week....
so im doing it as much as i can and also correctly today....
so that after today...
i wont hv to bother about the report anymore.....
and also at least helped my leader abit....
and also did at least smth....
these few days feel very moody and dun hv the mood to do anything....
and also hear any1 talk.....
especially my parents, grandparents including my aunt.....
haiz....
seems to me that...
i've put down and nt looking forward.....
but keep wanting to go bak......
i dunno why....
but its just tat....
i'll stop here nw....
bye...

2010-09-29T02:33:00.000-07:00

im bak posting again....
wow.....
another has just passed....
it really feels like a day is spent in a sec....
no matter wat we are doing....
time will just go on......
wont stop for any1....
wat ever tat we can hv and do nw...
we should treasure....
anyway.....
today i just spent the whole day watching vids......
and some minecrafting......
and the whole day oni ate a tiny bit of dried noodles....
shall post ltr....

2010-09-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

today is quite a short day i guess....
woke up nt early....
around 9 plus.....
y i say nt early...
coz we are suppose to be at work....
but we cant wake up...
so we went to work in the morning....
y we?
coz of my sister....
:D
when we reached my aunt's office...
her colleges went for lunch....
so we went to the cafeteria for some snacks...
then went to iluma and jubeat 4 rounds....
then go bak and work...
then come bak and slacked....
short day.....
and bored....
finally bought minecraft....
trying to learn hw to host server nw.....
then can ask gerald to help me settle my cave problems....
lol....
nw im so interested in daughtry's songs....
thx to quraishah...
but the concert tat night was awsome.....
so i started listening to his songs......
and his songs are so nice!!!!
omg!!!
shall dl more songs.....
when i hv the time.....
so.....
will post next time and enjoy the vid :D

2010-09-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

today was quite a great day i tink....
the best time was the time talking to buddy at mos burger....
eat dinner liao talk till like 7 plus going 8...
talking to buddy is relaing for me nw...
thanks buddy....
will nv forget ur company :D
and i tink i will nv get this kind of company anymore
eversinceuarentthereforme
this kind of accompanying time is hard to find....
besides talking to GOD...
talking to mortal nw is very important for me nw....
hv decisions to make for my life after i graduate from ITE...
tat is if im going to work or continue studies to poly.....
im hving this mindset nw....
if i can make it....
i will go to poly.....
if nt......
i tink i will work.....
coz going higher nitec is just another tiring of 2 years i tink...
or 3 yrs...
i dunno...
going to higher nitec isn't my goal from the start when i entered ITE...
just wanna quickly get rid of ICT if i can....
for ppl who know me...
u should know y i m so desperate of changing course if i make it to poly....
just wanna study science courses...
tats my interested from the start....
but..
i tink i wun make it la.....
haiz....
my dad is just so insisting on me continuing ICT....
haiz.....
so wat if i hv skin problems...
cannot be lab ppl ah!!!!
nid to wear the suit then wear lo!!!!
hw do u know if it will worsen my skin problems???!!!!!!
haiz....
dun wanna talk about it anymore...
just hope i quickly finish up and get over and done with and see wat i can do....
tml working at my aunt's office to work...
its data entry job...
should be ok and done maybe in a week..
i hope its nt alot....
if its alot...
i tink my sis is going to help me...
will stop here nw...
dunno wat to type liao...bye...

2010-09-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

today's F1 was great!!!!
with quraishah :Dthe race was awsome!!!
the daughtry concert was awsome too!!!!
though is very hot and swaety for me...
but i loved it :Dthanks to quraishah tat i get to enjoy all this :D
will post pics nw....
and let them talk:D

2010-09-23T04:42:00.000-07:00

im bak blogging nw....
im at home....
slacked alittle when i just came bak just nw....
didn't wanna touch my lappy so i just turned on my tv....
anyway...
i hv to do some fyp report for today....
finish up some of the things i hv started to help indra(my team leader)
so he doesn't hv to do so much work....
coz the project can say its all done by him.....
i just wanna help him.....
coz he has been putting so much effort to help the team already...
so ya..
just hope i can write the report well....
anyway....
my teeth is hurting quite bad nw....
im worried tml...
if i go with my ah ma to my relative's wedding dinner,
it will be like SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
and im also worried next month coz of my dentist.....
if wanna know....read my last post....
and im happy to say tat quraishah has treat me to watch the F1 race!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its ex per ticket....
go up to 3 digits...
which is so nt enough to cover for my hole in the acc
but im glad tat laoda treated me :D
it is on sat...
dunno wat time yet...
so shall wait for her to tell me
:D
will stop here for nw....
will post again soon :D

2010-09-23T00:57:00.000-07:00

today had my dental appointment....
after my treatment....
my dentist told me smth that shocks me....
guess wat....
she told me that she is going for maternity leave!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!
i hope tat while my dentist is gone....
the dentist taking over does nt destroy my teeth!!!
i still hope to play horn...
haiz.....
talking about horn....
i miss playing my horn though.....
haiz......
shall end nw....
still in class.....
ltr at home will post again....bye

2010-09-21T08:54:00.001-07:00

wow....
turn out tat i havent been blogging for quite quite a long time this month.....
just ended 1 of my accountable test......
and started to minecraft....
gerald introduced it to me and i started playing....
found it so interesting and addictive....
but its very time consuming.....
videos on minecraft are also very addictive.....
i admit tat im of the addicted ppl....
haha.....
no choice.....
just watched and just cant stop...
quite fun watching ppl play and build and learn tips of building things in minecraft from them :D
i tink i should control...
but dunno hw.....
anyway...
wendy's birthday was great....
though is unorganized...
but still great time......
made her mango sago for her :D
treated her too of coz....
im glad tat she liked it :D
its easy to make though....
i mean to put it together....
the puree is quite....
to say lots of things is put in to make the puree....
so...
ya.....
i said i will upload the photos....
but im so lazy to do it....
since i oni hv to reach school at around 2pm....
i will try to upload here and on fb....though its late....
haha.....
resident evil after life with esther was great too....
machiam playing l4d while watching it....
hahahaha.....
nice guns and other high tech stuff....
:D
well fun period i guess....
holiday is next week...
1 week ltr than others....
nvm though....
haha....
will post soon again.....
like tml....
so bye

2010-09-03T10:39:00.000-07:00

watched vampire suck today...
with my sis, colleges and sis fren with the same chinese name as her....
hahahaha....
nice!!!!funny!!!!and disgusting!!!!violent!!
and tats y its NC16 :D
i tink its worth watching:D
so go catch it....
i tink its getting harder for me to get some slp nw......
though im tinking about things lesser nw....
but its still there......
staying in my brain till nw.....
haiz.....
i wanna get rid of it....
but i just dunno hw.....
haiz.....
sad nw.....
shall slp nw....
bye

2010-08-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

im bak blogging again....
lazy put colour la.....
so came bak from the 4 person chalet....
4 person who???
me, my sis, kj and kj's turtle.....
yup....
4 of us.....
was 3 at first then in the end 4....
shall nt elaborate on y.....
but ya....
anyway.....
had leo's birthday party at mdh first then went to the chalet....
so went there gave face for leo then ate a cake....
and chiong there......
on the way there my sis was quite uncomfortable.....
and i thought of bringing her home.....
but in the end nv.....
coz i rather her to go chalet since we already set out le....
and by hving fun i thought it will distract her from her uncomfortableness.....
hahaha....and it did in the end....
chalet was quite fun.....
starting fire for bbq was fun!!!
throwing charcoal at the 3...
y? coz those charcoal very big piece.....
me and my sis was trying to make them into smaller pieces....hahaha....
it did work for some but nt all....
and also use the help of tissues to start the fire...
hahaha....
for me is as usual....
but for my sis she say she rather just directly start on the fire starters.....
in the end i used the lit tissues to start the fire starters.......
and its so much faster.....
hahahahaha!!!!!
ok then after tat turtle did the behind job for the fire.....coz me and my sis are so beat....
so we sat at the bench and rest and watching turtle fanning......
then eat eat eat.....
at late night...
had movie marathorn......
watched till about 4 plus......
i slept for 1 hr.....
then woke up......
my sis was still watching and she is watching up on kj's lappy....
so i watched along with her.....
while kj and her turtle.....
went to slp and rest.....
then watch finish up with my sis.....
sun has showned up already....
my sis went to rest and i went to fb with my sis lappy.....
didi(gerald) was online and did his magic trick....
i tink its nt bad la.....
haha......
was quite bored early in the morning.....
watched movies on my own.....
then had breakfast......
and its filet o fish......
went to buy without them coz was so hungry....
didn't wan to wake them up.....
so went to buy on my own.....
then watch movie......
then till 4 pm plus plus.....
came bak....
was super slpy.....
slept till 8 plus 9 i guess....
missed dinner at my ah ma house....
had mdh left over food and here i am blogging....
fb-ing.....
uploaded pics on fb le......
but uploading here is annoying......
so nt going to show here.....
next time when i nt so tired....
will post 3 -4 posts on photos oni....
overdued ones....
ok tats all for nw....
bye....

2010-08-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

another day at home....
felt like biking around amk and find jobs de la.....
but in the end i was so lazy....
felt stupid again......
just can help myself to do work le leh.....
haiz.......
hw.....
wat to do.....
stay at home and slack lo....
quite sian la......
shall really tell myself to get out of the house....
go biking also gd.....
go breathe in fresh air and making myself useful some where la....
i dunno where.......
T_T
haiz......
hope my mood get better too....
bye

2010-08-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

stayed at home the whole day today....
was suppose to tell myself to get out of the house and find another job....
but im too lazy....
and i dun hv the mood to.....
i dunno y im getting tired of many things......
and getting tired is making feel like im a stupid trouble maker be it at home or outside.....
or even to my frens.....
haiz......
im so tired of the kind of person i've become nw.......
useless, childish, stupid.....
just cant help it to be like tat......
even if i hv the will to do it......
but it just cant pass......
even if im playing my fav games to help me stop thinking....
but im still thinking and feeling even if im playing.......
i really dunno wat i wan.....
omg....
i really dunno.....
GOD.....pls help me my heavenly father.......i hope tat u give me more will to do something tat i already told myself to do and nt be lazy......father i hope i wun be a trouble maker to any1 tat i know.......father help me to treat my family members better......though i've been very bad to them especially to my grandma.....i'm really sry for tat.......i hope i dun hv these kinds of mood swings......just wanna be a useful person............in jesus most precious name i pray.....
Amen

2010-08-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

i m damn bored and tired nw.....
though i hv some things to do but i dun even feel like doing them....
i dunno y.....
nt in the mood la.....
but the yog's events are nt bad....
especially the badminton matches.....
the match tat i just watched just nw is awsome!!!!
the thai guy jumps so high and he is fast in his short range returns.....
real deal for the china guy tat he is playing wif.....
and the weight lifting for women today is also quite gd....
hahaha.....
this holiday is quite gd for me.....
hahahaha.....
l4d2-ing, rakion-ing, sa-ing and of coz fb-ing.....
nw blogging.....
so many -ings rit......
bored like hell la......
nth to post liao....
shall post next time....
and i cant wait for this coming chalet with my sis and buddy :D
bye!!
May God Bless Every1 :D

2010-08-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

ytd went for dental appointment.....
after tat dental appointment......
i felt pain all over my mouth.....
sucks....
dentist told me tat she upgraded my braces wires and added springs on my braces to make space for my teeth.....
then she also said tat it will be painful for 3 days.....
and it really hurts....
i think wun oni last for 3 days....
like my mum told me tat....
for other ppl is 3 days...
but for me it will be a week....
which i find it so true.....
she really understands me left right up down up-side down!!!
of coz!!!
she is my mum.....
i as a person came out from her.....
-_-llll
anyway....
hurts nw.....
and hv been hurting....
im so so hungry....
soups are always a gd choice....
but im getting sick of it already....
haiz......
jia lat....
shall starve bahx.....

dunno wat to type le......
so i shall post another time....
bye

2010-08-08T11:03:00.000-07:00

i think i feel abit of regret seeing u today....
makes me miss u more after we say bye.....
haiz.....
just cant help it......
haiz.....
why after so long and its still nt working....
T_T
today went out for outing and missed church...
havent seen the juniors for a long time.....
but in the end its nt all the juniors.....
the younger juniors were busy so end up meeting the older juniors.....
then went out with buddy and sis....
had fun :D
but spent alot....
then come home....
fb-ing...
and nw should be going to slp le....
bye

2010-07-31T03:23:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging...
bak to blogging nw...
ytd was a great day with buddy....
though i was suppose to meet jie but in the end raining alittle lazy to come out....
and she even said tat she is waiting for me to tell her tat im lazy to go out...
-_-llll
cant believe it......
anyway.....when i go out and meeting buddy....
wasn't raining tat badly....
so went ahead...and also nid to help my sis bring the work apron to work place so i thought....
must well get out of the house and do some price check on itouch and some other stuff...
then finish le ate very expensive lunch.....
then went to buy gifts...
then went to iluma.....
arcade and catch butterfly :D
then thomas the train....
then go home....we took bus instead of mrt....
so becoz we taking bus....
we took different path :D
hahaha...
quite fu.....
but today quite bored la...
nv go out....
haha....
going to sa le...
byebye....

2010-07-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

i had a great day today....
woke up about 8 plus going 9....
like wow rit...
so early for wat.....
ltr in the afternoon went to school meet jie(wendy)
for lunch....
it was actually at the fishballnoodle stall near our school...
but sadly it was closed today :(
so we went to the bao shop.....
then ate alittle bao and lor mai kai then 1 siew mai which is 0.50 cents.....
like so ex can.....
like tat spent me about $4!!!!
its so ex....
but i think the lor mai kai was worth it la...
then after that....
it wasn't enough for me so we went bak to amk thengo kfc lo...
hahahahaha!!!!!!
wanted the egg tart la......
but in the end we ate the 2 pcs chicken meal too.....
hahaha.......
then just nice yiiting was nt in school....
she woke up late then pon school......
then come meet us :D
we chatted alot and very long too......
tat has been very long since we talked!!!
but sad thing boo wasn't with us....
haha.....
next time will ask esther to meet next week maybe....
if she is free la....
today was a great day just talking :d
hope we hv more of these talks:D
hahahahaha
nth to post le.....
maybe will post tml again...

2010-07-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

i just dunno why i feel so happy for those reply....
i just dunno y i m so stupid that i sent tat msg....
after such a long time.....
i just dunno y i just cant forget about it.....
haiz......
GENEVIE!!!!!
pls wake up!!!!!!!!!
U already said u wann give up!!!!!!
pls continue it tat !!!!!!!!!
dun give up half way and nt give up!!!!!!!
just feel like an idiot nw.....
haiz.....
post some other day....
bye

2010-07-19T07:44:00.000-07:00

school today was alright.....
did my notes today....
im glad tat i sort of understood.....
and im glad tat i wrote today :D
feels like im in secondary school again.....
and i miss my frens and my junior.....
just hope tat chalet this year end will work.....
nth to post le...bye

2010-07-18T08:24:00.000-07:00

had a great day with kj today :D
megan was with us.....
but for lan oni.....
anyway.....
l4ded during lan....
jio-ed kj and megan in and also gerald.....
haha....
gerald thought megan sucked at l4d.....
and i think she really does.....
she also first time play....
cannot blame la.....
then after that sa with kj.....
snipe with kj.....
were too tired after l4d so oni play awhile....
then after tat go walk walk.....
then go home......
haha........
tats it for this post.....
hope i can slp well....
nites.....

2010-07-17T03:02:00.000-07:00

today is a boring day....
hv been gaming since the time i woke up.....
then off com awhile go down buy thing eat....
then come up game again.....
sian la.....
will post again ltr.....
go and l4d2 first...
byebye

2010-07-15T02:15:00.000-07:00

today.....
had first lesson in school....
then went for dental appointment....
changed my braces colour to something like light blue colour.....
haha.....
looks abit bright but still ok la :D
anyway.....
hving work ltr at 7pm......
tml will be a very gd la to slp!!!!
hahahahahahahaha!!!!!
nth to post liao....
will post soon la.....
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!!!!!

2010-07-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

today......
was quite a slack day i suppose in school...
then after that.....
went to meet kj with my sister for dinner.....
anyway....
dinner was be at kj's swimming club.......
and dinner was billed to her :D
happy tat she treated.....
pocket still full :P
be4 dinner.....
went bowling first.....
i totaly just cant get any points out of it....
i admit i noob.....
then go dinner.....
dinner was great......
waffle for deserts was great.....
and kj also learned some new things like timpani, marimba, bassoon and some others i cant recall.....
haha.....
thanks to me and fiona.....
and after that home by cab....
send kj home then to paya lebar stn....
then train home.....
cheaper tat way :D
Thanks for the dinner treat buddy.....
really appreciated tat :D
ok!!
and also nw i wanna post something!!!!!
which i hope the ppl i called i looking forward to....

TO ALL YCKSB FORMER AND PRESENT FRENCH HORNIST!!!!!!!!! I'M WANNA ORGANIZE A SECTION CHALET THAT WE HARDLY WILL FIND A CHANCE TO!!!
SO IM GONNA MAKE A CHANCE IN THIS DECEMBER!!!
I KNOW ITS EARLY.....BUT IF INTERESTED!!!! PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!! I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHO WANTS IT!!!!AND I HOPE ALL WILL BE INTERESTED!!!!!!COZ WE DUN HV THIS LIKE ALL THE TIME!!!!!!hope we can just enjoy this december :D

2010-07-12T20:28:00.000-07:00

sick liao....
went to school ytd...
being asked to go home by my lecturer....
some how wasted my trip to school ytd...
but feeling better nw....
shouldn't be at home today....
but the headache was just so bad....
i slept some more.....
then my ah ma wake me up again.....
ask me wake up and eat then take medicine....
im also quite tired...no energy....
posting nw becoz im just truely bored.....
cant slp coz nw my throat irritating me....
sick liao....
all the pain will start to come out....
super irritating.....
haiz.....
i think i nid to hv more water in my body....
if nt.....
will be worse......
dunno wat to post liao.....
will post again soon...
bye

2010-07-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

today first day of school....
first day of the term.....
was as usual abit slack....
had abit of lesson after we played poker.....
then after school went to fix my sis's bike....
changed the steering bar....
coz is in line.....
dentered badly....
so changed it and fixed the other parts.....
fixing no charge.....
tat bar is $18.....
ex...
but bo bian....
haiz.....
im still very angry about my stolen bike.....
i should be able to get over it bahx...
will post again....cya...bye....

2010-07-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

omg......
im so so so pissed!!!
i feel so so so so so so so 不甘心!!!!
THERE IS SO MANY BIKES THERE DUN WANNA STEAL!!!!!
WHY MUST STEAL MY BIKE AND DAMAGE MY SIS'S BIKE!!!!!!!!!
I CANT BELIEVE THE BIKE TAT I BOUGHT WITH MY HARD EARNED MONEY IS GONE!!!!
IM FEELING VERY VERY ANGRY!!!!!!
BUT I JUST CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

work sucks today.....
just dunno y cant i rmbr the things i did be4.....
just wanna help......
but im so stupid and i made a whole lot of mess.....
haiz.........
i feel more and more dun feel like going to work liao.....
reasons : 1) to prevent making unnecessary mistakes...
2) to try reduce the work load of other colleagues...
haiz.....
and the more my work becomes like tat......
the more i feel like im in the past when i was struggling.....
haiz.......
ppl move forward....
i dun.....
i just move backwards.....
why?!!
T_T
god....
i just wanna do things rit.......
but why is this happening to me?!!!

i really feel like telling u all these....
but i think.....
u already let go of everything we had in the past......
but i hv no idea why i can let go T_T
haiz......
i just hope everything will go bak like wat it used to be.....
haiz......

2010-06-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

enjoy :D

2010-06-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

will blog nw.....
have been having work, church kids camp and church field trip.....
will post some pics.....
was fun la :D
but this year's kids camp my team became the last team.....
instead of first.....
coz got 1 fool made the team so jia lat.....
but nvm la....
its a lesson taught to be discipline...
the field trip was great :D
took alot of pics too....
pics already uploaded on fb...
so can go to my pics album and check it out :D
the rest like went pool and others i will post ltr :D
hope its nt slow.....
yck band bbq i didn't go bad flu....
but in the end went somewhere else......
sry to my juniors......
i will see u soon i guess :D
hope u guys did hv a great time :D
im tired.....
so going to post pics then slp liao....
byebye

2010-06-19T10:40:00.000-07:00

birthday is today....
thank alot of ppl who wished me on facebook and also msged me :D
thank you alot alot :D
this year's birthday is a little different.....
wun say y.....
but it feels different.....
haha......
but i dun mind the difference.....
at least i hv something to do today.....
which helping out for the kids camp in church :D
at least this is the first time on my birthday....
im going to takecare of kids.....
haha.....
just like last year's....
today will hv ice-cream cake with my family at nite....
maybe on monday.....
will hv with frens bahx....
nt confirm.....
its gd to hv my birthday on a holiday....
nobody will bash me....
but the sad thing is.......
today maybe be bashed.....
coz in church.....
kj will be smashing......
if smashed...
i will get my $30 jubeat :D
maybe i shall sacrifice abit and u know....
get the $30 worth of jubeat token :D
hahahaha....
thanks buddy :D
haha....
thanks to the ppl who wished me agian :D
will post again ltr :D
bye

2010-06-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

will talk about ytd first....
ytd finally had a chance to jio wendi and eli out....
jio them for arcade :D
recently got addicted to jubeat....
songs are nice....
fun to play....
so tats hw addiction occurs......
then after walk and eat and talk.....
then after tat eli go eat with her mum and god aunt....
me and wendi go bishan pasta mania and eat....
hahaha.....
i like the cheese sticks.....
but wendi say no taste....
but theres taste......
like it coz its soft and outside is crispy......
nw about today....
slept till about 12 plus going 1....
from early morning rain till around tat time then stop bahx....
felt so cooling...
cooling till cold and till very cold.....
my feet turned out to be super cold......
omg......
then after tat go buy my breakfast cum lunch....
then after that play sa....
then go see my ah ma at hospital....
she finished both her eyes operation ytd and today.....
she is coming bak tml morning.....
happy for her tat she dun feel any pain.....
nth to post liao la....
sa with trg like kns....
haha....
noob ma....
bye....
till the next time i post..

2010-06-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

im bak posting again....
this morning was a super bad start......
quarreled with my sis......
coz we agreeed to help my aunt to do the library catalog....
y agreed?
coz she has done library jobs be4.....
tats y is an ok....
then this morning.....
tried to wake her up....
she say she has nt enough sleep.....
then she says she doesn't wanna go.....
i just dragged her out of bed.....
then she shouted and me very bu shuang and said....
if ltr my work at mdh nt in top form its UR FAULT!!!!!!
that UR FAULT is MY FAULT.....
i was like....
ok fine......
THEN GO BAK TO SLEEP!!!!!!!
then i told my aunt lets nt wait for her and go....
then my aunt said tat she went to bath.....
then i said.....
i dun wan to get blamed.....
so lets just go ahead....
i was so pissed off tat i went off to the bus stop on my own.....
then me and my aunt went to the office first......
then while on the way there....
my sis msged me and asked where i was....
then i replied and said go bak and sleep and get to ur top form....
then she replied wake up liao cant sleep liao rit!!!!! and i dun wanna quarrel with u..
i was pissed again......
i showed it to my aunt...
she asked my sis to take a bus down to the office on her own.....
so tat was a bad morning.....
after tat she regretted and apologized....
so ok liao......
the library stuff....
there were tons of books......
computerising all the book titles and stuff.....
make book code.......
me and sis chiong like nobody's business.....
books and more bks.......
recording and more recording.....
tiring...
tml going to continue.......
hope we can try to do as much as we can and finish tat bach....
theres another bach of bks coming in....
and it should hv tonns of them again.....
my sis is starting school....
i think im gonna do them all alone......
sian......
tired la....
dunno why.......
i feel so moody.....
i promise its nt about this morning tat i feel moody....
its something else.....
just hated myself for it......
i just dun understand wat i did wrong.......
wrong tat i hv to lose......
haiz.......
bye......
till the next time i post bahx....

2010-06-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

i finally put on the last bits of my braces....
feel super bu shu fu....
but also no choice.....
must get use to it....
all i can consume nw is drinks and soups.....
and more dinks and soups....
i said tat alot of times alreadt....
i also bought my new bike....
and i came out part of my money to buy my sis a bike too....
so after work we can ride home together!!!!
haha.....
nw me and my 2nd sis quite close.....
maybe coz got more things to discuss about work and some money and time management....
we got quite close after awhile...... :D
nth much to post le la...
dun wanna talk about my exam today.....
haha,....
and my dentist knew tat i have an exam after treatment she x2 her speed and faster let me go exam.....
haha :D
till the next time i post.....

2010-06-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

1st of june today.....
time past so fast......
in just a blink of eye im living in the month of june already....
omg.....
too fast.....
but time wun slow down or even stop for awhile.....
braces will be on......
the month of june...
hope i can eat food very easily like hw i used to it be4.....
im nt as excited as the last year when i come to know tat june has come.....
nt excited about my birthday at all......
no hopes for my birthday......
seriously.....
for me nw........
its a meaningless birthday....
hahaha......
im trying to get as much job as i can and also find as much rest as i can......
its so hard man......
healing wound is nt easy........
the wound tat was healed once be4 was once again wounded again......
its harder to heal nw......
haiz......
i really nid a longer time nw.....
nth to post le la....
wan go look for food....
bye...
till the next time i post...

2010-05-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

it has been quite awhile since i posted.....
im trying to find as much work as possible to get money....
not only tat....
im also distracting myself from some stuff.....
this coming thurseday....
my braces will be fully on.....
hope i can bear the pain........
thought about my horn playing.....
im actually restricting myself from thinking about my horn.....
thought of practicing with braces on is nt easy.....
so i thought....
if i got enough money....
get myself a horn....
instead of going cc to like make a fool of myself....
i can prac at home :D
im worried tat if my health continues to let me do work......
im in deep trouble.....
haiz.....
till the next time i post bahx...

2010-05-21T02:44:00.000-07:00

heart just broken into pieces like tat.....
haiz........
im trying to hold on.....
the way i did be4....
but it doesn't seem to work.....
with just a few words tat day....
everything changed.......
relationship became so bland.....
things changed dramaticaly.....
i cant catch up with this.....
i just cant.....
i put my heart and soul into it....
and it became nth........
u may think its nt nth........
but to me its down to nth..........
i wanna let go......
but just dun wan me to let go......
letting go meaning.....
nth between us at all.....
nt even frens......
nt even my junior........
why am i being so sad and crying almost everynite for....
haiz.....
every hope had just vanish from me.......
bye......

2010-05-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

i think i have become the hardest person to communicate with....
for some reason....
replies i get are getting shorter and shorter.....
dun ask me why....
but its just tat way.....
haiz........
have i become so wu yao ke jiu le ma....
or have i become more weird tat ppl cant understand me.....
haiz....

2010-05-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

wow....
bak.....
days passed....
and things to do are sort of getting lesser and lesser :D
happy la.....
but exam on 3rd june...
doing braces tml....
after tml...
no more fried stuff.....
no more biscuit....
just soft and watery food......
sian sian sian......
hope time tml past fast...
so wun so pain.....
nth to post liao...
bye...
till the next time i post....

2010-05-13T17:43:00.000-07:00

im bak posting le.....
in school....
bored nw.....
really didn't had enough slp last nite.....
kept turning left and right on my bed but i just cant slp....
but the weird thing is nw.....
without enough of slp...
i still can be so awake man....
tats cool and once in a blue moon.....
hahaha.....
it ryhmes :D
anyway...
later hving work at around 4.45pm.....
i think today will be very tired....
and maybe i will be sleepy by then......
so tonight should be able to slp well.....
im also glad tat 1 of my projects are almost done.....
left 2 more slides for calvin to finish up....
then next week present.....
and done....
another 1 i still nid to do the ppt slides and transform it into video.....
suck......
should take me a longer time bahx....
sian.......
maybe if can tml or sunday.....
can finish.....
nth to post liao wor......
so till the next time i post bahx....
bye

2010-05-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

nt hving a gd day today....
for nw its nt a gd start...dun wanna talk much about it....
hope ltr when i go home and do wat ever i nid to do...
i wun face any problems....
work was too much for me....
working at zone x was quite tiring........
coz of the patroliling....
my legs are dying.....
but i think i will get used to it soon le bahx...
doing counter is another difficult thing.....
keep hving shortage of money.....
after closing counter when doing final checking of money balance....
haiz......
bad, bad and more bad....
i dunno hw to say it....
if i dun feel any better then i will post again for this period bahx,,,
till the next time i post...

2010-05-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

today...
went to church.....
abit bored......
coz everybody except me and fiona are doing the mothers day card on com then print....
but didn't get to print it....
so we just do it for fun :D
its weird....when everybody is drawing except the both of us using com....
hahahaha....
then service.
was so bored.....
played psp with teck hui for the first few moments.....
then after that sermon nv play...
i also find the buttons we press are making too much noise....
so didn't play....
was so bored.....
listening....
fiona slept for the first half....
i think....
haha.....
too tired....
last nite slept quite late......
then...
lunch.....
sharmaine and megan went to look at wats for lunch....came bak and said.....
lets go out for lunch :D
meaning tat the food today in church is nt nice....
but diana nv follow....
she ate church food....
then the rest of us went to ssc and eat....
then eat le music....
music le...
go meet 姑姑 at velocity(novena square)
then go find mother's day present for my mum....
and 姑姑 finding ah ma's mother's day present :D
she bought earings for ah ma....
me and fiona bought bought something like glass rose.....
for my mum.....
so ya....
go my ah ma house.....
i wan play sa event so went there first....
fiona slept there and i came home....
nw tired....
wan go slp liao.....
gd nite...
till the next time i post....

2010-05-05T17:33:00.000-07:00

im bak posting again.....
feel like posting la...
hahahaha!!!
just feel kinda tired.......
worked ytd.....
tired too.....
was doing the outside job so alot of walkng and standing around.....
so........................................
tired......
but interesting i saw ytd when i was working....
got 1 young man about a few years older than me was playing the dance machine........
he was so passionate that he jumped on the machine like as if he is in his house......
for a moment i thought the machine was going to spoil........
hahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!
sot sot liao la......
today hving lesson the whole day.....
but should be better.....
coz got lab lesson and can play abit cs.....
:)
nth to post liao.........
till the next time i post bahx....
bye...

2010-05-03T01:45:00.001-07:00

didn't go school today coz of my shoulder aching....
i think ytd gym with esther forget warm up then aching quite badly....
but it was a gd work out la...
haha.....
today really did nth....
very bored and tired.....so on com all day.....
sian.....
nth to post liao le....
till the next time i post bahx....

2010-04-27T17:14:00.000-07:00

why are ppl so fking gd at pang seh-ing each of the ppl they know.....
are the ppl they know humans????
dun humans hv feelings???
why cant some ppl imagine themselves being pang seh by the ppl they know....
i just dun get it.....
y give excuses like u ppl thought that person went home....
pls la.....
its a stupid excuse......
connection with ppl is just a phone call away....
dun tell me u ppl hv no phone.....
pls...
being frens or should i say wat u ppl all close frens shouldn't be just boarder line care and concern rit....
hope ppl will treasure their frens seriously and truthfully....

2010-04-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

seriously....
sometimes my ah ma always tell me....
为什么做人要这么辛苦。。。。
we always care about frens around us.......
but due to over caring will make ur life so hard to live for.....
a fren told me wat happened to her and wat made her so frustrated.....
it reminds me of myself when i also did such a thing....
tat period made me felt so miserable.....
nw...
im so much better....
and i thought being 1 nw....makes me happier.....
tats all for nw.....
till the next time i post....

2010-04-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

just ytd my throat just start to hurt alot sia....
im trying to drink as much water as possible liao.....
still pain....
sian sia.....
tml have phase test.....
i think it will be fine bahx...
since i hv 背 the commands already...shouldn't have a problem bahx....
its quite suprising for me to go and rmbr the commands....
but i some how did it...
haha.....
hope tml i can pass....
ok....till the next time i post :D

2010-04-21T05:50:00.000-07:00

i super bored and sian nw...
throat very pain nw...
drink so much water liao also nt working...
wheather is so bad nw....
jia lat....
hao la...nth to post le...
till the next time i post

2010-04-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

blogging nq in school...
my or 3 frens just ps-ed me and nt coming for the first lesson....
stuid thing la.....
just for nt getting caught for hair and 1 of them just follows....
sian la....
nw ask me do ppt.....
but dunno hw to start....
feeling more and more frustrated......
nt only today la.....
ytd all of a sudden mood just isn't gd....
so went to lan play awhile then went to wendy's house there de cc play badminton....
after sweating and talking to wendy....
felt better.....
alot better in fact...
haha...
Thank you jie!!
and we also bet in 2 matches....
11 points...
if i win jie will treat me prata...
if jie win....
i will treat her drinks....
haha:D
so we both won each a match....
so treating each other :D
nt a bad thing:D
waiting for my prata....
got nth much to post le la....
byebye....
till the next time i post..

2010-04-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

im bak posting since the last time i post.....
had flu and cough recently.....
cough nt ok yet.....
my shoulder is still aching....
omg.....
can die.....
shoulder aching coz of my work....
today school reopen.....
quite ok.....
besides the life skill i answered everything on my own for my group then networking class....
then go home......
quite early today....
nid to chiong the ppt tonite......
tml hv to show.....
oni left 3 weeks to do the report which is the main thing of the project.....
hope i can make it....
nikd drink coffee ltr.......
well.....
i dunno wat to post le.......
so till the next time i post.....
takecare everybody....
wheather is getting hotter....
drink more water....
byebye.....

2010-03-29T22:53:00.001-07:00

im finally watching nodame cantibile tonite:D
last chance of watching be4 the 2nd part comes out....
later in the day at 4-6 im hving badminton.....after badminton then go p.s for movie....
bored nw.......
watching anime.....
very sad tat shugo chara ends the last sat.....
feel like playing bak table tennis....
my batt like going to rot rot very soon.....
so practicing nw....
hope im as gd as the last time when i was playing in the team.....
and im in doubles......
do feels quite different without a partner :D
anybody who rmbrs.....
or know hw play...jio me k :D
hahahaha!!!!!
lets hv fun.....
ok la....
nth to post le....
till the next time i post!!!!!
byebye!!

2010-03-27T20:33:00.000-07:00

feel very restless nw....
eat also very xin ku.......
eat already also very xin ku......
plus ......
mood getting from bad to worse......
i dun wanna say much......
u chose it.....
so pls dun just keep apologising......
fi u r really sry.....
then try to do something about it......
hv nth to say.....
didn't slp well last nite....
maybe had too much things to think about....
tats all for this post le...
till the next time i post....
byebye

2010-03-24T03:38:00.000-07:00

im bak posting again....
started to play digimon....
gerald intro.....
also nt much game fun.....
so try this.....
anyway......
played till 5am then slp.....
abit too much......
but funny thing is i woke up quite early....
as usual for branch had eggs......and tea had more eggs...
jia lat......
i really scared i will hate eggs....
nth to post liao la.....
my day quite boring today....
till the next time i post bahx...
byebye

2010-03-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

i have a feeling my swelling is acting on and off.....
im really afraid tat this goes on......
i dun wanna call them and ask why im swelling.......
coz.....
i think i can handle it.........
by nt stretching my cheeks so wide.....
was suppose to go school today......
but coz of swelling my mum dun wan me to go.....
my ah ma also dun wan me go....
i wan go coz of project.....
nt coz of the test......
sry to say tat.....
anyway.......
im happy tat i can at least bite abit......
nt say completly cant bite......
hope i can eat fried chicken soon.....
till the next time i post.....
byebye

2010-03-21T23:24:00.001-07:00

my cheeks are swelling......
i dunno y......
inside and outside are swelling......
i can eat instant noodles le :D
of coz is cut until very small la......
im getting more and more restless......
play sa also cant aim properly......
rakion keep dc.....
play cs play till sian......
watching anime nw......
bored......
dunno wat to post liao.....
till the next time i post....
byebye

2010-03-20T10:14:00.001-07:00

its rather late nw.....
its 1.14am....
rather bored nw....
i tried to eat porridge or fish and stuff like tat and also scrambled eggs.....
but......
fish i also hv difficulty to bite.....
the more i eat the eggs.....
the more i will get to disgusted coz of the milk content....
argh!!!!!!
feels so tempted when i saw my sis ate chicken chop.......
but i cant bite!!!!!!
i think soon i will be able to eat le bahx......
found out tat 1 of my tooth wound is so deep.....
cant imagine tat......
anyway......
im going to slp soon le bahx i guess.....
will try to slp....
even if i cant slp....
byebye....
till the next time i post :D

2010-03-18T18:28:00.000-07:00

i survived my operation of removing 8 teeth ytd...
i was so afraid of the vomitting after the op....
but i didn't....
so tat means im lucky :D
nw....oni drinking milo.......
suck....
my ah ma purposly buy popiah bak i see her eat T_T
i also wan eat T_T
anway..... the bleeding has stopped already...at least most of it....
next week removing the thread that they stich on my gums.....
still taste bloody....
thanks for u guys wrying and praying for me...
thank god tat im fine in most parts of my mouth and my health too :D
tyty...
slept too much....
so played sudden attack....
played rakion...
nw watching prince of tennis episode 34....
though its an old anime......
but its nice coz the players are very shuai :D
ok la....im going bak to watch then chiong sa again....
kj maybe coming ltr...
i guess....
coz my sis say so.....
hi kj.....pls dun suan me.....
i'll soon bite for u to c :D
bye guys....
till the next time i post!

2010-03-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

today.....
is the day be4 my operation to remove 8 teeth....
im alittle scared....
also nervous.....
just hope i will get over it smoothely.....
means......
nt so hurting and pain for me after it......
i feel so sorry towards my mum......
just becoz of my teeth she has to spend a big sum of money.....
and nw my sis hv to work and study to settle part of her school fees.....
i really hope by working.....can help my mum alittle....
at least wat i nid for my food.....
i hv it...
and tat means my mum does't hv to give me money for my meals.......
just hop my mum can relax for awhile.....
hope my mum worries less for me.....but im always the 1 tat makes her worries the most....
i know.....
i will try to takecare of myself more le.....
mummy, i will do my best to get myself money for my own needs.....
so dun wry :D
but my dad will still hv to give me my transport money :D
tats all for today...
till the next time i post...

2010-03-15T11:33:00.000-07:00

cant slp again....

will post something nw....

im glad that swo concert is nt on my birthday anymore.....

haha:D

also.....

tml going to hv fun and jie's house....

looking forward tml......

which is later actually...

nw is 2.34...

really cant slp...

maybe becoz i drank too much coffee just nw....

tats y cant slp.......

will stop here le la....

dunno wat to post le...byebye

2010-03-15T02:15:00.000-07:00

getting more and more restless.......
more and more moody.....
more and more sian.......
for me to fall bak on some1.......
isn't always easy......
trust and close relation is the most important.....
i really dunno if i should fall bak on u.....
when i nided.....
coz when i nided the fall bak....
it didn't work......i fell and head shotted on the ground....
sry...played too much s.a(sudden attack)
tats y talking like tat......
just dunno la......
feel so uneasy nw.....
nt as comfortable as it is in the past........
nt as confident as usual.....
can say tat im almost as useless.....
in my life.......
till the next time i post...
bye....
:(

2010-03-14T04:19:00.000-07:00

feel so upset today.....
nt as in angry.....
but like sad.....for some reasons....
i think its hw ppl change bahx.....
i will nv know hw will a person talk to me next.....
and hw will a person treat me as......
im getting more more confuse of myself.....
am i the 1 changing or is it hw i treated them so badly and they just treated me differently??
i dunno y im thinking of this.....
but its so sad and scary to see hw ppl change the way they treat ppl so quickly...
ppl who are so close to me are like this nw.....
instead of ppl who im nt so close to......
though im a rather slow or should i say stupid person......
i think if a normal person's friend or family are like tat i dun think he can take it.......
like i said its scary.......
to me is scary......
i believe to normal ppl its also scary......
didn't go for prac again......
i think after this week....
i nid to prac like mad......
but i dun think i hv the time......
though im nt working till april after my operation....
i think i can prac bahx.....
but nt often........
im really worried........
tat i dun hv anybody to rely on.........
besides my parents, grandparents and my aunt for money....
otherwise.......
im standing on air......
nt even clouds.....
just air.....
maybe i should think the other way round.....
maybe being alone and on air.....
can hv more freedom, space.....
i think i will stop here le la....
feeling more and more sad nw....
byebye...

2010-03-13T10:31:00.000-08:00

hey....
im bak posting again....
im really bored nw....
nw is 2.31am....
cant really slp nw....
maybe becoz of my feet
they are too painful for me to slp.....
coz of my work.....
in the past i thought working in a place where i can see so many familar faces makes me feel so uncomfortable.....
nw i dun even realise this feeling at all...
its a gd thing bahx.....
coz im too busy to think any of this such of thoughts....
i m quite occupied nw...coz of work.....
work coz of few personal reason....
but 1 of them i can say is.....
I WAN A NEW BIKE!!!!!!!
and tats 1 of the reason tat im working :D
but i think the other personal reasons are more important....
i dun wish to mention here.....
so......
working in where im working nw is quite fun :D
seniors who are teaching me are so willing to teach wat ever i nid to know and do for this job:D
so i feel so comfortable working with them :D
though the pay is nt as much as wat i normaly did for my data entries jobs....
but i think is worth working with the ppl i m working nw.....
i mean for nw.....
after the march 18th....
i hv 8 teeth lesser....
i think im gonna hv a hard time after going through tat op.
haiz......
cant eat my favourite things.....
cant drink my favourite drink.......i think.....
cant even talk properly.....
i think my life is gonna be very hard after tat...
my intestines are getting weirder and weirder nw.....
i really dun dare to go out......
nt even going out with my family.....
im so afraid that once i go out....
i will hv pain.....
i hope after all my check ups......
i will be ok....
i think i will be ok bahx...
haha.....im sry to my section in swo.....
coz i havent been going for practice coz of this pain.....
i hope.....
after march 18th i can practice bak to the standard that i was be4.....
i know its hard.....
but i think i gotta try.....
horn is my passion.......
till nw.......
i gave to be a pro hornist.....
but an average player i think i still can be 1 :D
hope after so long of nt playing.....
im still the same as wat i was....
will stop here nw....
byebye.....
till the next time i post :D
nites

2010-03-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

i finally feel like typing something ion blog today...
so sian nw......
class so little ppl......
teacher taking her time....
its a gd time to slack la.....
but sometimes i really wonder....
wat can i really do...
doing anything.........and doing anything wrong......
getting from bad to worse......dunno wat r the things that i can do rit......

will stop talking about these kind of things.....getting sick and tired.....
just re-stringed 1 of my badminton rackets.....re-stringed it for $15...
i think this price is quite resonable.....
bought a bag to put rackets, shutter and some other things....$5....cheap....haha...
dun feel like doing lab nw......so sian......but also bo bian rit.....
i'll stop here for nw...byebye....
till next time i post.........................................................................................................................

2010-02-02T23:59:00.000-08:00

ytd...after school went to see my 5th aunt in law....
she opens a chinese medical clinic...
i went to see her coz i have benn hving stomach pain for a long time i see doc also nt working so asked her to check for me.....
then she says maybe its becoz of my kidney....or my zi gong gt problem.....
haiz......dunno la....nw....no mood to do anything....i today also nv go.....pain is very bad......and the pain is around my kidney area....to say worried about myself....actually im nt.......i rather faster pain le then get out of here(world)........
its nt the ppl that made me so hopeless on living is myself bahx......
haiz.....tats all le la......byebye

2010-01-31T20:35:00.000-08:00

nw in school...nt really listening to lecturer teaching.....but play cs and writing wat ever she writing and showing....havent been slping well coz of pain..hv been going to the toilet for relieving.....tired of it....im quite tired nw.....just feel like slping......dun feel like doing anything at all...nw bored so just posting something on blog....though very long nv post le.......as if i abandon this blog like tat....haha.....if dun understand wat im typing then nvm de la.....coz i myself also dun understand......life in a mess nw....bye ppl

2010-01-24T01:09:00.000-08:00

today is a sunday....
nv went for church and band prac...
my stomach hurts again!!!!!
T_T gg like shit le la....
dunno whether wanna eat or nt le.....
feel so uncomfortable......dun eat will hungry......eat also maybe will pain... :(
dunno hw.....sian sian sian!!!!
ok le la....while paining i was playing viwawa the whole time coz got the new game tat looks like and plays like gunbound so i found it interestring i just play lo........
ok tats all :D
byebye

2010-01-18T18:00:00.001-08:00

just nw i did post something but my dear fren closed my whole window.....so i will just type soemthing here then i go for my break...
im so so tired nw.....just nw when my lecturer was teaching.......i cant really absorb.....
got pain in my stomach coz its cramp and it finally came.....girls wwill know wat i meant.....
then becoz of stomachache last nite and the nite be4 last nite i didn't slp well either.........
haiz......sian la.......
hving problems in my code nw!!!!!!!!!
im giving up le....
will end here nw...dunno wat to type le bye

2010-01-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

today im quite tired.....i dunno y......i think of too many things and hs-ed so many ppl just nw in sa till my eyes are like so tired.....well today in school was late and quite short.....managed to finished 2 practicals tat i missed...then after that....came bak ate lunch at my house downstairs then went up.......watched tv....then go lan play awhile.....like 1 hr....then go my ah ma house.....to sit massage chair :D after that dinner....came bak...nw im trying to do my IF lab.......like abit confused with some attributes and stuff nw looking into the bk....but like the more i look at it....the more i feel like slping...im sry tat i havent uploaded any photos yet.....but i will try to rmbr and find time to upload the photos asap...i guess.....so will end here......byebye
May God Bless every1 with a healthy and happy life :D
Amen!!!

2010-01-05T23:32:00.000-08:00

halo every1!!!!!
im in school nw......
today had a game of daidi at the blk...
calvin, gerald, me and eugene
the results is 4,4,1,3
will post again ltr in the night....
byebye

2009-12-31T09:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY1!!!!!!!!!
MAY THIS YEAR BE THE YEAR WHICH BRINGS MORE HAPPINESS TO EVERY1!!!
im sry for nt posting after so long.....lazy.......and busy helping my grandma with things...
ok for today its just like tat......maybe tml or after 2/1/2010 will post some outdated pics and some videos perhaps... :D
HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR :D
and hope my operation for my teeth extraction will be less painful....
bye every1!!!

2009-12-16T22:02:00.000-08:00

have nt been posting recently....so nw i post...
not say tired nw a days....but playing sudden attack....audi.....just lan games la....
wanna play l4d2 its just tat have last minute thing so i apologise to esther, ting and some others tat i called to go for a game.....
nw i have alot of things in mind....just dunno hw to mention them.....
maybe its just too much on tat topic tat i have been thinking.....
maybe it wasn't a bad thing of me asking for tat to happen.....i tink a year ago.....
i think its worth me asking....coz i know u dun worth me to care and love.....so i think im nt going to regret wat ever i did....or rather to be relieved tat i did asked for it....

it seems like it just happened ytd.....but to think bak about it...its like a year ago already.....my god........i think i have to clear my mind abit nw....so tat i dun feel like im stressing myself or something.......actually i m bored tats y i thought about these things :D
ok la....stop here liao......i really wan find something do.....ok byebye :D

2009-12-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

halo every1 :D
today im using my fav colour to start off this post...
and im sry tat i havent post for so long......
camp has been fun....and about it...theres 2 video tat i wanna post....
and my exams....1 sucked.....the other i took today was ok....but alot of careless....
pray tat i can pass tat 1...at least tat 1.....
ok nw........im quite tired coz came bak from baptism class just nw....waited for 169 for super long...
then i dunno wat fiona did with her bear and her phone.....she was like weird....ok nvm...

then nw.....im very worried about next yr when after my op to pluck out my 8 teeth....
i cant eat any new year treats sia!!!!!
I CANT EAT MY 烤乳猪
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ......nvm la......i just have to tahan....and i have to train and prac my horn with braces and tahan the pain.....i just have to make it to tat school for my career and a musicain....
i just hope i can make it.....ok la....i stop here....enjoy the videos :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

2009-11-23T04:03:00.000-08:00

im bak from a very long time nt posting....
theres a reason why im posting nw.....coz of eugene.....saying coz of his score so must post....
-_-''''' ok wat ever......anyway.....church camp is coming in around 2-3 days time....
i think.....ya....
excited la......haha...haha...haha

shall talk about today first......ok today.....was late for lesson....when reach, lesson over....
then go makan....then go chua daidi...haha.....
TO ALL PPL!!!!!!!! TODAY'S SCORE IS!!!!!!!!
(drum roll) ..................................................................................................
Eugene, me, gerald and calvin........
12, 6, 6, 4!!!!!!!!!

yup......tats the score...theres 1 more score....also eugene 12 but i forgotten the rest of the scores....so forget about it...HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
nw.....i going to transfer songs to my phone and maybe watch anime awhile......
then study abit....
my exams are around the corner also.....so planning to bring dice and luck and wat i know la....
haha.....
ok la....tats all...byebye...
May God Bless u

2009-11-11T05:17:00.000-08:00

hi people...
im bak from like super long ago and posting nw....
my parents went for holiday and they are bak already...
sian.....no more freedom...
ok anyway....
they bought shirts and shorts for me and my sisters....so it wasn't so bad :D

this few days.....
achings and pain all over again......
dunno wat to say....
i super weak....
i think i nid to improve more on my health....cut down on wat im eating....
i was studying just nw....then suddenly my ah ma called me to ask me if i wanna go her place for lunch.....coz she just bai bai my ancestors then got alot of food....so i said ok.....then....go there i felt like vomitting....so i didn't eat much either....sian again....
the rest of the day....is like nonsense....dun wanna talk about it.....

for nw.....i wanna watch video.....so chao...byebye...
God Bless and Have a nice day...

2009-11-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

im blogging again....after a very very long time....
like about almost a month....
stupid ppl hving spamming my blog with nonsense.....
there are so many blogs in the world and its always mine....
haiz....
forget it....

im blogging today coz im really tired of somethings within me and my grandma...
she doesn't wanna talk to me becoz of a phone call that i didn't pick up for her....
i noe its my fault for being so lazy tat time.....but i think......shes like alittle over reacting.......
i mean.......its just a phone call......and nt a word with me till nw from like weeks ago......haiz.....
maybe i was super wrong tat day.....i've already told her its my fault and shes still like tat.....i dun wan to becoz of her and must face her.....im nt going bak for dinner its becoz.....i tried talking to her like calling her name.....and asking her somethings....but she just didn't wanna respond.......
i felt like i was talking to myself.....so i thought.....maybe i shalll stop coming bak......since she doesn't wanna like talk to me....then maybe i dun appear infront of her.....she may feel better....and i think.....it did happen......even if my parents talked to me about it.....and when i was so hard on my words......but i feel very very depressed......i just cant describe it.....it just hurt.....
every evening......i think and think and think.....i just dun feel like taking tat step to go bak....just wanna stay at home and maybe hv a light dinner or maybe to nt even eat at all for all nights....and also feel like crying badly......just hope tat 1 day she will respond to me......im nt like my grandfather......im just me.....if she understands and really respond......i will really thank god and be very happy.....

tml is my phase test(practical test) for my IT essentials.....
im abit scared and worried.....but i think i can do it.....
tats all le la...byebye....
God Bless every1

2009-10-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

shall post about today...
and.....HALO EVERY1 :D
today is my 2nd day of school...
nt a bad day la actually oni alittle bored besides the 2nd half of the day.....
ok i shall start with this morning...
this morning meet calvin....but i was late....coz i went out quite late....
then after that go school....had babu lesson.....then tea break....kena caught by akshay nt wearing tat tag.......then went up continue babu lesson....then break.....then go akshay lesson.....then.....
play daidi :D
EVERY1!!!!THE SCORE FOR GERALD, ME, CALVIN AND EUGENE FOR TODAY'S DAIDI ARE!!!
5, 4, 3, 2!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

then after that babu lesson again....was tired.....没有tat kind of 精神to listen to wat he was teaching.....but at least his teaching was like funny so gt absorb......hahaha :D
ok le la....shall end here......im tired.......shall go rest le....byebye :D
May God Bless everyone :D

2009-10-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

today is a long day for me....
gd things and bad things....
talk about the gd first....
haha...
today i had lunch buffect at LAO BEIJING!!!
haha....had alot of food...
like cong you bing, huang dan bao, suan la tang, jiao zi, guo tie, lu mian and last but nt least....free flow of rice tea :D
it was a very worth while lunch.....
the bad thing is.....went to see the dentist today....
anyway...tats y my mum took leave.....
then.....i decided to put braces despite the huge cost.....coz my mum says she is ok with it as long as im ok......i m really grateful to my mum.....then.....went for x ray check for my teeth....
i already knew tat i nid to remove or to say pluck 4 teeth....2 from the top and also from the bottom.....and nw i also hv to remove 4 wisdom teeth...... T_T
hv to go through operation.....the dentist also said tat i hv to do tat operation b4 braces......
so i hv no choice......my aunt say its better to do it.....in terms of looks and health.....so i decided to do......but i didn't hv mental preperation for 8 teeth REMOVAL!!!!!!
haiz...nvm la.....i rather to suffer once then suffer multiple times....so i decided to do it....thanks for my mum in terms of financial wise and support......:D
ok....tml is my basic theory test....i think im ready bahx.....
im going to study alittle more ltr.....seriously speaking......by looking wats on the road and listening to my father's advice for the test and explaining on the way to anywhere we are going....
i think studying private is the best choice :D
i just nid to study the names of the rules....
so im going to read ltr....
for nw.......i wan watch alittle anime be4 i study...
so i shall end here.....
maybe i will post again tml about the test....
byebye :D
May God Bless Every1 :D

2009-10-07T01:20:00.001-07:00

im sry for nt blogging for so long.....
this is my last week of holiday....
hving pain from the beggining of this week....
ku ming.....
but the gd thing is tat ytd had lunch with esther, wendy and yiting :D
we had satay behiin together :D
hahaha
ok la....i nw pain and bored......shall maybe post ltr again with colour....
cya ltr

2009-09-29T02:24:00.001-07:00

nv blog for quite long liao...sry....
was training in sudden attack...haha...
nvm....
wanted to work....
but after awhile i thought......
for my whole life after studying...i will be working....
so i thought i should enjoy nw.....
anyway.....today i went to run some errands....
went to three banks to do cheque deposit and update of passbook....
yup.....then came home.....watched anime and then sudden attack....
find tat after playing sudden attack if i play L4D......it will be easier......i think i will try ltr...
hahaha.....
this is the second week of my holiday.....
suppose to hv some things to do....
but im too lazy to touch it....so i didn't do....
instead did alot of devotion.....
feels gd after doing devotion....

ok la....im alittle hungry...
wanna go find something to eat.....
byebye :D
Have a nice day
And God Bless :D

2009-09-20T04:09:00.000-07:00

i tried to upload some pics but it seems like blogger doesn't wan me to....sian lo......nvm....btw...
Halo readers who reads my blog!!!!
i think oni ppl who noe me reads oni..
ok...nvm....i will just talk about today...
today woke up early for church....
then had music....
prac for next sunday's item.....
im doing the ppt slides again.....
but...it will oni take me a few minutes to do...but my this com.....microsoft cannot liao!!!!trail ended.....STUPID!!!
hv to go my ah ma house and do better.....nt laggy.....and also convenient for me.....so can play L4D....with 1 external hdd......everything is possible!!!!
yes....ok....
nw at home....just ate instant noodles.....
so sad....its nt we no money buy food....
coz.....be4 my parents left for my cousin(mother's side) wedding dinner...gave us $20 to buy dinner.....but the 3 of us are just too lazy to go downstairs to buy....so we decided to cook instant noodles for ourself...so we did...
ok nw.....
i dunno y.......i suddenly feel so irritated with my surrounding......
i think im just tired bahx.....
i hope i wun be like tat...talk also bu shuang kind of attitude.....
sian.......
i think i nid more control over my actions and emotions and to my talking styles....
self-control.....is wat i learnt today :D
must TRY HARD TO HV SELF-CONTROL!!!!

OK LA...
will end here....
i wanna go watch anime....
byebye...
AND
HAPP HOLIDAYS FOR THOSE OF US IN ITE AND POLYS!!!!!!HAHAHAHA!!!!
:D
MAY GOD BLESS AND HV A NICE NITE :D

2009-09-16T03:22:00.000-07:00

im bak blogging le...
last nite printed my project....
spent half an hour....coz its like always out of paper....and i had difficulty to find plain paper....
and i also fogotten i can do double sideded to save paper....but anyhow....i did find paper..
but my house is in a mess.....find until tian fan di fu de....ok....fine..no lang bar to change lang :(
then...........................................................................

today i waoke up at about 9 plus....
then......watched alittle tv.....then had a cup of coffee and some kuai buru......then after that.....i went to take my stuff....and of coz the project as well....my whole bag oni hv the project....rather light.....hahahaha!!!!!!
then after that.....when i go out i recalled that theres no cover page.....so i thought go school le then see hw....so went to school....binded the pages of the book......then after that...went to class..
then after that......
was doing filing....then go submit that time...then cher say must hv cover page...if nt minus marks.....then we asked rizal to help us write some words....
then i did some coloured outline.....some kind of of like scribbling along the words with colour pens....so ya....i thougt it was nice....so submit....then came home....
watched tv...then eli asked me to meet.....i also asked her if wan meet or nt .....then meet at my house downstairs the bus stop...
after that ate alittle....and drank milktea....
after that come to my ah ma house....for dinner....
nw blogging.....i wan play the deadly L4D!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!asked my sis to help me bring my external hdd to my ah ma house so i can play... :D
ok la....stop here...nth else le....

Have a nice Day
May God Bless Every1 :D

2009-09-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

i shall talk about today....
today...had school in the morning...
finished running and walking 8.2km on threadmill....for the 42 km thingy...
ate lunch.....then went to 1 block play daidi.....22 rounds i think...
i won 7 rounds, gerald 6 rounds, calvin 5 rounds and eugene 3 rounds...dunno y today his luck really down...but im glad i won alot....thank god for that blessing....even though its nt right to play...
then felt tired....so the 4 of us went bak home first...pon babu's dc lesson....
then went bak had a bath...went to yck for sectionals....and listened to them....
i think they nid alot of work...
i felt heart pain scolding them just nw...they are my juniors....wan them to improve....and also make great music.....im looking forward to their improvement....hope their full band tml will be smoothe....of coz for the whole band too....
anyway....after that....went to eat at library....somesort of snacking la....then after that.....go home...ate again....then homed....did some work like revision....and sucked that my ppt and openoffice is like nt in gd condition...so hv to 拜托 shaun to help me with the last few slides of the book....THANKS SHAUN!!!
then nw......
im quite tired....trying to rest asap after i revise...
so end here le....

Have a Nice Nite...
May God Bless Every1 :D

2009-09-10T06:45:00.000-07:00

today i feel tired...dunno y....maybe ytd didn't rest till song...tats y still feel so tired...
my eyes nw is like going to close le lo....
going to cant take it...
i think i cant do finish again....my info for the project is so mixed up...
pray that i can finish it by tml nite then can print the book out le.....
today went to ycksb to go help me dear horn section....
im impress with my section....they hv improved....even if its nt alot....
but i think they are still young...they still hv a long way to go...
ok....nw i think i wanna rest first..byebye ppl...

Have a Gd Nite..
God Bless

2009-09-09T08:02:00.001-07:00

will blog about today first...
today went to school in the morning with gerald and then no 1 told me to bring lappy so i didn't...
end up going to student hub to do it...but cant open all our ppt except for mine coz i used openoffice....then....micheal started cs-ing then after that calvin and gerald went gym, me and th others went to canteen...
then shaun wee and micheal with the soccer grp played soccer i felt bored so wen to watch
then calvin and gerlad came after their gym
then finished soccer went to class...
tried to combine all our ppts...but background got problem...
when reporting showed each of our ppt info...
then cs-ed.....SUPER FUN!!!...but im super noob at the soccer map....keep dying...
then went to eat....then had babu's class...gt 20 over 30 for my test....was abit disappointed but also happy la...at least gt these kind of results...
then go home....almost knocked onto the pillar wasn't observing where im going and then go on the bus...with calvin...homed...then bathed....went out to meet ah ma(elizabeth) to pass her some technique scores for horn...actually oni 2 sheets....then bused homed(ah ma house)...then talked to 姑姑(shirley gugu)about my confusion about my choice of bands...then dad drived us home....then working of some of my other important things...then do project....

im very worried if i can do everything well for the project...facing lots of problems coz my microsoft ppt trial ended....i cant combined all the other ppts together...and i hv to use openoffice that i had installed long time ago when ms.ppt cant work anymore.....but still nid to copy and paste all other ppts together...but cant....so...i hv to use my house desktop to do...but my sis is using nw....and im very very very tired....my eyes are going to close tightly very very very soon....i pray that god will give me strength to sucessfully finish the job of combinging the project and printing the outcome of the project....also hope that we will hv gd results for the project at the submition date....and also help me to quickly get this over and done with.....also pray that god will give me wisdom for the choice i nid to make as its SO SO SO difficult...in terms of skills and money to get a horn....which going to cost me almost $8k.....haiz....i think tats all i wanna let out and pray for.....i nid to rest soon....after i finish some of the work tat i nid to do for nw.....

ok le la...i ending my post for today and lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDI!!!!!!!
May all ur wishes come true...
byebye everyone...
and Diana dun mind leave ur link in my tag so that i can link u...HAHAHA!!!
suddenly so random..haha....ok la...byebye..
Have a Nice Nite....
May God Bless Every1 :D

2009-09-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

this is the smallest bible i've ever seen!!!!

these are the jars that were storing the dead sea scrolls!!!!

shall post about today now...

today i had cell grp in the morning :D

fun :)

then went to the DEAD SEA SCROLLS!!!exhibition...

SUPER COOL!!!!HAHAHA!!!!

i oni hv 2 pics uploaded here coz something wrong with my internet...kepp dc-ing so oni hv 2....

will post when its ok for the rest...but i hope hv enough space for ALL the pics i've taken.....

it was SO INTERESTING.....that u will WOW!!!!!

....HAHAHA!!!!

ok......these scrolls that they found was like thousands of years ago.....

so ancient.....and i took a photo tat is just a fragment of the scroll.....

it contains 4 versers in it.....wow!!! in just a few words of hebrew, hv for like 4 verses.....

tats super COOL!!!haha!!!!

ok....then found the jars.....looks so nice too....its on top of this post......

and the smallest bible i ever seen!!!haha.....i just took the photo close up....it looks quite ok like normal....but in real its like so so so so small.....

nid magnifying glass to c....HAHAHAHA!!!!

ok....im crazy le la....today laughed alot.....

DIANA IS SO CLEAN!!!!!

ok so sry.....but its just too over....

alot of sharing today....haha!!!!

ok.....my cheek exercise is over so i shall end here also....

im quite tired nw...shall post more together with the other photos....

ok....shall rest after awhile...

Have a Gd nite...

May God Bless Everone!!!